April 1, 2023 was not the typical April fools day for us. Taking the pregnancy test was just a visual confirmation. I knew in my heart that you were there, I just wasn’t sure how far along you were. Telling daddy and having him give the reaction that everything was ok was the best feeling. The thought of starting over was scary for me. I thought daddy was going to feel the same way. I was nervous to tell him. Telling your siblings was some thing else haha! Your sister Nevaeh, “mooooooommmm again!?” Zoë said, “ahh cool great.” Peyton was not excited to not be the youngest anymore but eventually grew to say, “I hope it’s a boy. I want to be a big sister to a brother.” I know she wanted a brother because she wants to remain daddy’s little girl. Day by day my excitement grew. I was excited to start telling family and friends. Regardless of what society says about revealing your pregnancy too early, I felt like I should be able to tell everyone about you. I started wondering what your beautiful little face would look like. If you would have daddy’s eyes. I love daddy’s eyes. I wondered if you would have a lot of hair like your sisters. If you would be short like mommy or tall like daddy. This was just day 1 of what was to come.
Love Mommy
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